Cinta suci should be like this;

Ya Allah,
Jika aku jatuh cinta
Cintakanlah aku pada seseorang
yang melabuhkan cintanya padaMu,
untuk mencintaiku..


Ya Allah,
Jika au jatuh cinta
Jagalah cintaku padanya
Agar tidak melebihi
cintaku padaMu..


Ya Allah,
Jika aku jatuh cinta
Izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati
seseorang yang hatinya
tertaut padaMu
Agar tidak terjatuh aku
dalam jurang semu..


Ya Allah,
Jika aku jatuh cinta
Jagalah hatiku padanya
Agar tidak berpaling dariMu..


Ya Allah,
Sesungguhnya aku memohon
padaMu
untuk selalu mencintaiMu..

Oh dugaan..

Best nye laa hidup aku hari ney..Malu lak rase bila ingat balik..Even apa yang berlaku hari ni takde laa 'best' sangat tapi disebabkan aku ni jenis over and pemalu(yela tuh) tebal gak rase muka..It's all start with aku bangun pagi pukul 4;30 untuk study..Tahun ni aku dah ubah rutin cuz mata aku memang berat gilerr bila jam dah lebih pukul 10 malam..Kerja rumah belambak so siap je terus bumm!Tak sempat study..kena la ganti..Dalam tengah mamai tu,aku pegang botol air(tah nape).Tetiba la jatuh,habis basah paper science aku makkk,,Kat sekolah makcik masak ape tah,semerbak kelas aku..Saye pose makcik ! Dugaan..Ney la kisah nye,maa akhir ialah Sejarah.Aku kurengg betul laa ngan Sejarah so masa cikgu tengah bagi penerangan aku tulis nota(konon2).Pastu aku dengar dikgu cakap ' ........... cepat sape2 bangun,satu perenggan je'.Aku bila tengok takde orang bangun,dengan penuh yakin aku pun baca la..Sampai baris ketiga,aku dengar da FaRa DaRiNa bising-bising, 'nas cikgu suruh terang la bukan baca..'Terangkan ?? haishh aku da laa tak baca lagi bab nih!Last2 aku tengok buku teks sekali lalu,aku terang je ikut sukati..Hah amek kaw,sebijik ayat dalam buku teks!Habis kat situ,kitorang bincang kerja yang cikgu bagi..Biasa laa kan,aku suka bangun untuk jawab soalan..Loceng pun berbunyi tapi tinggal satu soalan je tak jawab.Takde orang nak jawab soalan tu.Aku pun dah busy  packing till tak dengar ada orang dah bangun untuk jawab soalan tu.Fatty yang sama budeq ngan aku suruh aku jawab.Aku nak balik punya pasal terus bangun and baca soalan tu laju2.Habis je,dorang2 ni cakap 'weyy syafiqah dah baca tiga ayat,ko terus habiskan!'Halaa habis aku kena gelak..Sorry!!Sekarang nak amek wudhuk,solat zuhur berjemaah sebelum balik.Angin kuat hari ni,padan ngan panas mentari..aku sangkut tudung kat atas dinding tu..buka la air,khusyuk ni nak dapat pahala sunat.Lepas aku habis basuh muka,aku tengok tudung aku dah jatuh.Waa makkk!!basah tudung aku!!!Kat situ jugak la aku nangis(takde keluar air mata pun)Nurin pulak gi kebas2 tudung aku kat depan,macam nak jemur kain!Aku yang kat dalam ney disabarkan oleh Jihah..Adoyaii dah buat free show..Nasib baik la masa jatuh takde orang yang tengah berkumur..Kalau tak,sanggup aku pakai kain telekung..Habis cite,aku pakai jela tudung tu even area paling basah kat muka..Memang aku dah terfikir habis la aku pakai tudung kerepot..Nasib baik bentuk muka aku bujur,tudung tu aku pakai jadi jek,takde kesan pun..(Hah perah santan perasan)Nak balik dah ney 'along,ummi ada meeting la,along tunggu kat sekolah ummi kejap ye??' waa ummey!!along puasa....letih ney..nasib la..kang jumpa pulak dia hayy..Tak tersangka aku dugaan banyak hai ni..bagi aku laa..mungkin orang lain tak kisah tapi aku budak cengeng..nasib2..

Tired Tired Tired

What a tiring day..I just feel that i can't wake up without Him,,Tired mind in school continued with that koko activity..(hey i'm a co-president for da Persatuan Geografi you know)tah budak form one mane cadang nama aku.. and taekwondo..We had to repeat the same pattern for i don't know berapa kali..juniorzz punye pasal laa..tape2 dik asal korang minat ngan taekwondo,100 kali pun akak (??) sanggup ulang..madam !! i can't follow da do-san pattern correctly la..






Okeh gotta do something..

When a girl..

When a GIRL is quiet ...



millions of things are running in her mind.



When a GIRL is not arguing ...
she is thinking deeply.



When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.



When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.



When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.



When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.



When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.



When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than
that.



Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....



Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ..... kisses
your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

Enjoying Math class!

So many things that i've learnt through the tiring and daring school days..What a really enjoyable math class i had today..Talking bout math-something that i've never thought to love before..I don't like math since i was in primary school..But don't get me wrong yaa..A is always on my paper..That's the old me-who don't know how to make herself enjoy during da class..Seiring dgn usia(ececehh)i am now a math addicter when i really can feel a strange feeling when math book is not infront of my eyes..solving math problems can make me happy..i couldn't idescribe on how satisfy am i solving the problems..Abah and Teacher Norbi..These person are responsible a lot in bringing me to judge math through a positive thinking..Beginning Algebra by K.Elayn Martin-Gay makes me appreciate the uses of math in our daily live..After all,math is not as hard as i thought before.Most important is we must study the chapters earlier than the teacher all by ourselves..I am not a geniuzz one so i ask my friend's help instead of trusting myself to discover that numbering thing all by my own hands.. Tapi kalau tatau tuh tanye orang lorh,,
What's more shouLd i write today..ahah i became imam during the zohor prayer!Hahaha quite nervous..Almaklum,this is my first time..Dinie,Tipah and Ima tak percaya ek,,jaat kamoo!

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         YEAH   DON'T HAVE        TO   SAY




IT  CUZ I KNOW      MY ENGLISH


        IS BROKEN..


HAHAHA          WANNA HELP ME?


              SO CWIT   OF U    LALINK  !!


motif ; just enjoying myself  ; )

Fever??maybe..

I've got a fever..and i was absent from school yesterday..haishh i've missed a class in week of starter..but..i think..that was not a fever..yeah i know my self for sure.It was something like head pain..yahh sakit kepala yaa amat sangat!!It was too painful that i could not move faster or else,i would lost my steps..maybe myself could not stand anymore in quite cold weathr and rains were too much splashed on my face and drop on my head..nak dijadikan cite,i asked abah to stop me quite far from the gatelast Thursday.It wasquite jam in the school area cuz cars were lingering everywhere.With an umbrella,slowlyand patiently i arranged my steps to the school..what a pity of me when i had to walk against the rain!With wet uniform and dirty shoes(kasut baru weyh) i had to wear them for the whole day..(at last aku ponteng gak gotong-royng petang tuh..sory dearezz!)
After all,i don't even go to see the doctor..no need lorh,,(i need it very badly)i'm just thinking bout why i need to see the doctor when i simply don't know how to describe my condition??i mean ape aku nak jawab bila doktor tu tanye aku sakit ape,rase camane,kat mane bahagian paling sakit..i just don't know how to answer all kind of that silly(?!)question!so there's no point for me to see him(huk alaa nak doktor lelaki)kang aku gi klinik tayang muka lawoo(ahakz!)kene marah pulak..winkywinky..in fact,i  have to lay on bed,sleep for about 4 to 5 hours,drinks glasses of milk and eats 8 oranges in 8 hours just in order to recover..you know what,2 days are enough for me to recover without seeing doctor!!yeahh saya orang kuat!bukti??ney da aktif facebooking and blogging baleq..

School's first day..

Sun shines bright and i can see the blue sky up there..Totally different from these past few days..Yeaa nice day without rain..(hujan pun bez jugak..)As i entered the school past few hours ago,i made my way straight to 3J(First class in form 3!)Hahaha sukati jee evn i didn't know where's should be my class..At last,one of my friend told me that yes i am in this class!Syukur..But..she went to 3R..Hadoyaii how come dear..??sokey2 but promis me that you will do your best in this coming exam just in order to get a place in 3S..By the way,first day in school today was just fine..Can't wait to start study and explore many new things!!Hah i am 15 now!!(err 14 years 8 months 30 days)Much bigger and matured i think lalalala~

Jap jap jap..masa balik skola tadi,aku nampak ada van kat depan uma dia.Ada banyak gak laa kotak2 dalam van tuh.Haa awak nak pindah da ke??Takde cakap pun..Sedey laa aku..







P/s Happy 15th birthday Nabilah!May our friendship will last for eva with His blessing..Will always remember you..Caayang Nabilah sangat sangat sangat..

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Diary 2011..

Yeah..third diaries i've wrote..starting from 2009,2010 and now 2011..It's not a necessary but some people(aku la tuh)are used to have a diary..For me,writting diary is an informal practise in order to write better english composition..yaa since my english is quite bad,writting diary can improve my skills i think..I really wanna take something like english communication's class but i still don't have an opportunity to do that..Actually,it's not an easy thing to find classes like that since we just have formal tuitions for exam preparation..Well i hope i can speak flowly when i get 16..(too late huh?).


Well talking bout new year,i don't  realize that i had left 2010..Heavy rain makes me feel comfortable in that scarlet comforter with Amy in my hands..Aman n Ajaq said that they waited for the countdown..Their aim was playing games in the middle of night!Games addicter huh!2011 waits me with a lot changes to do..Yes i really wanna change those disgusting habits in myself..After all..
-long nails are not allowed for the member of this sweet home..
-study for life not just facing exam..
-don't think too much bout that unnecessary related to heart..
-limitations on facebooking,texting and blogging..(Allah help me!)


And for this new year year,i would like to have my hair been cut..V cut maybe suits on me..Well having long hair makes me satisfy..but during this rainy season,i'm afraid that my hair damp and hapak..it's hard to make sure it is fully dry even with hairdryer..What's more..hah can i dye my hair??please!!my skin is fairer now(really?!)and i would not look like an orang asli..Whatever Nasuha..Okeh got to go..by the way,welcome 2011 !!